just when the caterpillar thought that life was over,
it became
a BUTTERFLY!

Tuesday, May 26, 2009

much of nothing

Just not into updating my training workouts... today was legs and well.. it sucked...I am thinking might have to move legs to evenings... its hard to lift/push heavy with legs so early in the AM...

PJ mentioned the word suffer in my last update..meaning its gonna be tough these next 3 wks till photo shoots... he is a great guy and I've seen what he can do with clients so I can do anything for three weeks... I am at 1 protein fat day and 2 protein veggie days, 90 min of cardio.. an hour of it after lifting and the rest in the evening...

the part time job is really wearing me thin... I am physically exhausted by the time I get home Sunday... I really REALLY need the money but its barely over fed mini wage rate... I honestly think I could make more doing web camming.. and not have to leave my house ya know - nudity is NOT req'd... but obviously you make more if you do... but sadly.. I have no boobies AT ALL and what is there is fucking sad and sorry... but ass... oh yeah I gots ass! but like I said nudity is not a requirement...

decisions, decisions.... i know some that know me would be mortified, even if none of it was nudity but there is a side to me that people really don't know about... and reality is I am becoming more comfortable in my skin, with who I am and I find nothing wrong with the female form... its beautiful... in fact..

2 comments:

Erin said...

Give webcamming a try. You do not make more by going topless. You could easily make 100 in a couple of hours. Give it a whirl! www.herbicepscam.com If you don't like it, you don't have to continue.

Kim said...

yeah... think its in the cards... gotta be better than cleaning hotel rooms...