Do you know... where your going to...

did you every find yourself staring up into the sky......

seeing the 'tracks' left behind by airplanes as they travel....

as they carry passengers from one destination to another?

do you every find yourself wondering???? I wonder where they're going to???
Fun,

Pleasure,

Vacation,

Business,

Beach,

Mountains???

to see a long lost loved one?? 

traveling to a funeral??

Do you every look up and it looks like complete chaos??  how did they not crash, intersect??

Kind of how life is sometimes isn't it.... you look up and all the sudden it 'feels/seems' like chaos....

some of my own chaos lately is because once again I've allowed my weight to spiral out of control...

well... I think my weight is a symptom of the deeper issue... one that I know i'm not alone in suffering from.... yet one of those things when you say it to someone, if they don't 'get' it they look at you with their head cocked sideways....

FOOD ADDICTION

yes... my name is Kim and I'm an addict.... now if I said drugs, alcohol, gambling, porn, etc... most of you would be like 'oh.... ok' accept and walk away.... or do something even more amazing, because... you know it works right??? 'well just stop what your doing'.... ah... if stopping an addiction... any addiction were so damn easy as.... 'well just stop what your doing'..

so to answer my own question of

DO YOU KNOW WHERE YOUR GOING TO..... the answer is YES... yes I do.... I'm going back to Leanness Lifestyle.... it works.... I've been a member since 2002....

WHAT you gasp.... since 2002 and your still fighting weight??? well shows you how well that program works.... yeah for the 'average' person the 'normal' person that's what you'd think.... but it does work... the program has no flaws..... but a program is only as good as the one who works it...obviously... I've not worked it to MY full advantage.... and my gosh there is so much advantage there EYE just have to reach out and utilize it.

so the common denominator in all my yo yo cycles is......ME......I've never really learned how to handle my addiction and the truth is until I do... no program will work...... so along with knowing where I'm going to...... I am, with all I have, going to figure out kicking this addiction...

any addiction, no matter what it is for you...... is tough to kick and understand.... and if I could find out how to survive and never eat... hell I might have this licked (no pun intended)...but... that isn't reality.... so I must learn again how to eat (properly) and survive.... i might find I need to abstain from sugar, wheat, anything processed... maybe those are keys??

time to unlock it all...