Houston it looks like South Carolina!

Made it thru day 3 in a row with Kurt... he is kicking my tail and its only tough because EYE choose to be a real slacker after making the decision not to compete... add to that binging and well a few extra pounds and wah la... things are tougher when we train... so what is the lesson learned here????

Control, somehow, your addiction to food and even when you slip, NEVER give up your love of the gym, and NEVER allow  yourself to get to the point you HATE the gym again... if that means I never ever compete again, so be it.

Well SC is a definite... I will be IN florida on Sept 19th, ETA sometime between midnight and 6am, just depends on when we leave Indiana on Friday and traffic and such... when I arrive, Matt will drive with me to get cousin back to New Port Richey... Sunday we will do church... then I think Monday we will get Trevor off to school, and if Amber can watch him over night and get him off to school on Tuesday??? Matt and I will drive to SC, get Trevor enrolled in school, look around the area at houses, churches, maybe grab a local paper so I can job hunt... (all this still in the air of course) then drive back on Tuesday...

SRC wants him to start on the 28th and since we want to take full advantage of corporate housing that also starts on the 28th... looks like we will be living in SC by the 28th...

Odd thing is... I am calm about it all... maybe its just having definite dates and plans helps put me at ease... I don't do well with uncertainty.. and while the future still HOLDS a lot of uncertainty just having some true dates nailed down is comforting to me....

My immediate coworkers took me out last night for dinner and dessert.. they are a GREAT bunch of ladies and a great boss... I will miss them dearly its hard to put what 7 of us ladies together and for the most part we all get along, and well!  oh we all have our days we are human but there is no cattiness... they gave me the COOLEST huge basket filled with my favorite treats,  nuts, protien bars, smarties, tootsie rolls, dish towels... I haven't even unwrapped it completely to see all that is in there, but the way cool thing was the 3 little pigs they gave me... OMG I cried.. and cried again when I was telling Matt about it... just a nice sybolism... #1 I love pigs and collect them #2 there are 3 and I don't know if that was a planned thing but to me its piggies for Matt, Trevor and I...

and as I sit here looking at the beautiful picture of the two men in my life... I realize how lucky I am and while there is uncertainty about things to come... I am thankful to God for placing them in my life!